okay i know this is random! like FINALLY AFTER A YEAR PLUS OF NOT UPDATING, here im would like to post about my horoscope which i find it so damn true:D

Capricorn, with goat as the symbol of the zodiac sign in the Chinese astrology, has earth as its element, Saturn as its ruling planet and garnet as its stone. Those belonging to this sign are proud of their achievements in the pursuit of life and they have a powerful resilient energy as their vibes. Their secret desire is to be admired by their family and friends and the world at large. They are of the quiet type but they are great achievers in business and so with life. Actually there are two different types of Capricorn.
The first type is represented by the mountain goat which aims to always climb higher and higher until reaching the top. He never stops until he gets there and this is the Capricorn seen as a typical example of the saying, try and try until you succeed.
The second is the garden goat, which is not either an adventurous one or an ambitious type who is already content and satisfied with what he is at the moment. He will not be motivated to move forward until pushed by other people. However, these two types are both patient and persevering. There are able to reach their goals guided by the principle that a journey starts with a single step and the starting step is always the most difficult.
A Capricorn always tries to balance work with play. With the goal to continue the uphill climb to success, they always rise to the occasion when faced with a new task or when given a deadline. Even if overcome by obstacles, their ambition to reach the top keeps them moving on and upwards. They are conservative and cautious and are willing to try new approaches in order to become successful in love and in business.
In romance, they want a permanent relationship with the one giving them affection, even though they don’t give back that affection themselves. Because he is ruled by Saturn, the planet that represents responsibility, structure and hard work; the Capricorn are ambitious, practical and organized. Many are borderline workaholics but are not dull or gloomy and sometimes erupt at unexpected moments since they have an offbeat sense of humor.
They are motivated by success, money, status and authority and most of all, by love, though they don’t want to admit it. They are very cautious when entering into a new love relationship but once they already feel safe with their partner, they start to melt and open up to reveal a sensitive and loyal heart. As a friend, Capricorns can be relied upon, strong and sympathetic always ready with a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.

Capricorns tend to be melancholy and making them laugh is always appreciated. It is important that you have knowledge of any topic under the sun and talk about it, but not their emotions, and won’t mind to listen to yours. When they feel they are safe with you, they start to open up but only on conventional things because they don’t want to hear shocking ones. They want gifts that are practical and useful, not lavish ones which are just pushed aside.
They want high class gifts though, and upscale dates, too. It should be to an art gallery, or a first class theater, or an elegant restaurant. They are punctual and don’t want to be kept waiting. Exercise patience in dealing with them because even if they are aloof or indifferent outside, they can be physical and very passionate inside.
The Capricorn woman is romantic and loving but needs the right man to come along to expose this. She may not seem like she does not care about love and this is perfect for the man who likes to be challenged. Never rush her into a relationship, because she takes time and patience getting into it. Because she is a very classy and upscale woman, you have to woo her by showering her with nice but practical gifts. She is domineering and wants to control the relationship but if she has her way, taking the lead will steer you both to the correct approach because she is smart and intelligent and will offer you a long and lasting love, which is the best ingredient for happiness and marriage.

They are highly motivated by love, though they do not want to admit it. But after they are slowly taken in by the partner’s trust, they come out of their shell and open up, and become very loyal, tolerant, possessive and dedicated towards them. They are very romantic and care for their partner deeply. They marry their true love, take the marriage seriously and do everything possible to nurture the relationship and keep it healthy. They don’t want the relationship to be made fun off and are not the first ones to shy away from the relationship or commitment.

You may face some challenges when it comes to dating a Capricorn woman. A Capricorn woman can be fiercely independent and if you are a traditional man, you may find it a bit hard to woo her affectionately, as she wants to be in charge of everything including you. At times the Capricorn woman can also get traditional but is discrete about it. Though she is not selfish, she has certain ways of taking care of things in order to get harmony and maintain a balance in her life. Here are a few suggestions on how to date a Capricorn woman.
A Capricorn woman loves wit and humor, so if you are planning to romance a Capricorn woman, have a good sense of humor and make her laugh with goofy or witty humor. This will help her to relax and open up, and you will also discover her funny side.
If you want to carry on a dialog with a Capricorn woman, choose relevant and meaningful topics that will hold her attention, as Capricorn women are known to love stimulating and interesting conversations. Though she may appear to be shy and hesitant in the beginning, she will finally warm up to you if she knows she can trust you.
Capricorn women expect to be valued and treated in high esteem. So make her feel loved and wanted by showering her with surprises, things that she really requires, and wants and gifts that will genuinely interest her. Be sensible when you get her a gift, specially if you are dating her for the first time. Also remember that you cannot buy her love with gifts that are too flashy or very expensive.
Respect her independence and never crush her leadership qualities as this is what makes her desirable. If you feel that she is taking charge of the relationship, then know that she is willing to share the responsibilities in making the relationship work and she will help you out in figuring out things in a smart and real way.
Capricorn women adore fine arts like theater, art galleries, museums, fancy restaurants and jazz clubs. So if you want to impress your Capricorn woman, take her out on a date to these places and who knows these trips may help you win bonus points.
Practice patience when you are dating this lovely lady as she is passionately caring, responsible, loyal and mysterious and expects the same strong ideals from her man also.

okay apparently my blog is still so dead despite of my promise!
hahas. life with work definitely hectic, everyday feeling so dead beat):
gosh just couldnt get rid of my serious dark circles, im soo damn deprived of sleep.
oh man! more than hundreds of photos is accumulating waiting for me to upload.
wouldnt it be awesome if blogger came up with a massive photo uploader??!
now i ask myself when can i ever get my post up to date??

anyway HAPPY VALENTINES'S DAY & LUNAR NEW YEAR(:
oh yes. gotten myself red head once again to kick start this cny, loving it!
hopefully e year of tiger would be a much better one for us, horse yea.
so did everyone had a great time visiting & dating at e same time?
well however this cny doesnt seem great for me though, so screwed up!
apparently my mum took away all my ang baos away, isnt this so saddening):
im just so hell upset! initially i was happily looking forward of having some cash to tide me over till my next pay. damn it!!
yet im back to pathetic square one, sooo damn freaking broke now!
no choice gotta endure for 2 more penniless weeks, no doubt it gonna be shitty! i dun wish to sound so sorry for myself but seriously im a grown up already!
my bro's share should be enough, why cant she leave my share alone!
urgh this definitely dampen my cny joyous spirits! and not to mention my genting trip with bestie was canceled! a lonely soul without fail so how nice can it be?

okay mayb its time to face e reality, we are facing some financial crisis currently.
afterall she got no right to lecture me about my spending habits after hearing how she bought 2 fake chanel bags recently. tell me who's e spendthrift one??
i just cant comprehend her actions! i warned her about how easily to be cheated of getting such unauthentic goods online and she totally ignore my advice! i believe in either u can afford getting e authentic or rather nothing at all. she claimed she love e design but im talking about 200bucks! i did my part, just waiting to see for them to arrive. tsk, cant be bothered!

nevertheless on a brighter note, i shall say its fun for e past 1 week running about visiting to different friend's places. went sijie's, nall's dad, richard's, renee's, yuwei's, shaun's, nanny's and mine too. i guess next will be qiu's, nall's mum, amanda's and perhaps aaron teo's?? lol needless to say all we mostly did was gamble e night away! my luck for this year is neither good nor bad, eventually i did lost but im glad its not that much though compared to previous year man.

a lil quick review about what i been up to. cny eve was partying at zouk & powerhouse with joey & her friends but it wasnt really a good night. finally after ages, had a great catch up with my sweetie cousin recently at work. oh boy i enjoyed e Valentine's day movie! its corny yet hilarious, sweet, heartwarming and with a interesting surprised ending. even though i still prefer He's Just Not That Into You but somehow e storyline is very similar. a cute romance comedy u never wanna miss with your loved ones!
spent almost 2 hours just to take off my gel extensions myself and it does hurts a lil, i swear im not going to do any gel nails probably for a long period. oh it totally damaged my weak nails big time man):
alright toodles, plently more pictures will be up soon~

okay i thought its better to update a long post for e new year before it hits feb!
oh anyway HAPPY 2010, may everyone have a blessed year ahead(:
firstly gotta share a good news for as some may already knew.
well, im back to being OL! like finally no more bumming around, life is been hell busy with my new job:D its actually a temp AA position to cover sherin who went for a 4 months maternity leave. initially almost rejected e offer but they increased my pay so why not! bestie told me nobody says no to extra money, except me-.- lol
never been so caught up with work before! basically my jobscope is overwhelming, consist of soo many different roles and i definitely had learnt quite alot. i swear its not a easy task when especially i will be all alone with no guidance from next week onwards. imagine every month i have to rush out about 70 over people's timesheet?! talking about huge responsibility, their pay is literally in my hands! lol im glad that my boss is a really nice man plus i get to meet many new people too!
but e down side is my working hours is like practically almost 10hours and not to mention i cant run away from OT! ahh told myself all i gotta do to think of my pay cheque & just endure for these few months. yes hopefully i can do it(:

guess this will be a good start for me this year! oh talking about e new year, 2009 had definitely been a fulfilling one! from getting my diploma cert to my second taiwan trip to stepping out into e working society for e first time to exposure of many new experiences and job hopping to being in love for few months and getting over it! somehow felt i had grown up! hahas furthermore my december was awesomee with all those countless of crazy partying & i was sooo wrong about my birthday celebration! last year was indeed special, we had a blast at zouk! never felt so loved with everyone who made e effort to come down just to spend my day(: countdown was great too though it was kinda screwed! okay i will get it updated once i have e time. my post is still forever stuck in november-.-

however one thing i felt indifferent is i missed all those dining out & extravagant shopping trips with mum which she would usually bring us out more often during e end month. and not to mention we didnt went for any snowy holiday this time round, i guess situation had changed. all we had was more tension & argument with me facing e witch at home e entire 2 months, especially with money issues. its just so saddening that she was so insisted of unwilling to fork out any amount to tide me over my jobless period. all she knows is to put e blame on me and kept harping about how evil heartless person i am who took her money. and continue ranting on & on about how pathetic she is and her endless warped logic. lately whenever i saw families around me bonding together during festive seasons like buying xmas gifts and splurging for cny. i cant help but to ponder and think back those days we did had such memorable times too. yes despite that knowing one can never have a luxury life forever, somehow a part of me yearns those days to come back.

well, can say i was such a good girl this whole month, so much lesser late night out! as i was so damn broke and everyone started school already which left me finally got myself busy with job hunting & going for interviews. and also to add on about my social calendar, i had watched quite many good movies to name, dinner & been chilling out with my fave girls every week(: all these lil simple pleasures matters e most instead of just partying e night away. ohh right now all i soo wanna do is clear off all my debts, go for a cny retail therapy and i cant wait to lay my hands on a iphone! yay its time to upgrade my line! and lastly i wanna save up for bangkok trip! oh god how many times did i repeated this already! SAVE UP!

sooo looking forward to chinese new year, as usual gonna go visiting with gfs! and our steamboat gathering plan on e 12th. and genting trip with bestie's family on e 15th & 16th. now after getting my pretty nails done by nall and e recent ikea trip, all i left to do before cny is to colour my hair, trim eyebrows, spring clean my room and fix up my new storage and most importantly a shopping spree is what i really in need(: and e list goes on & on~ so much to do, so lil time!

anyway i was so touched by Xiaxue's interesting love story and e romantic proposal video! omg its just like a fairytale came true and i seriously love her diamond heart wedding ring. gosh its just so pretty! apparently she's just one god damn lucky girl who could actually found such a nice, fine ang mo she met online & eventually happily ever after! i gotta admit her story managed convincing me to doubt of my belief of true love! hahas

some horoscope results i find it so true!
Decisiveness is your keyword for today, Capricorn. Although circumstances may be imposing on your life (and your wallet), you need to stop the situation now, before it goes any further. Indecision simply won't do: it might make the problem worse. You need to set your sights on your objective and act with confidence and certainty. Even if you are feeling a little unsure, and have doubts about making the right move, don't let that vacillation come to the surface, because every once and a while, someone has to cross the fingers and go for it: today that someone is you.
As far as job matters are concerned, Capricorn, don't believe the promises you hear today. It might not be that others are being purposely deceptive; it's entirely possible that what's promised today may fall to forces beyond the control of anyone involved, but one way or another turn out to be something other than what's expected. Follow your instincts and trust your intuition, no matter what others are telling you, but no matter how hard you want to believe in that pie in the sky, remember that it won't be very tasty after it falls.

he's just not that into you, definitely a good read!
lesson learnt! if he isnt calling u at all, then simply move on.
and i realized u just cant trust anyone out there, no one.
dating is fun..even if he doesn't turn out to be mr. right(:
sometimes i wonder isn't it ironic? we ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones that ignore us, love the ones who hurt us and hurt the ones who love us.

my new year resolution: figure out my next direction in my life (still in a dilemma over work or school?) & do e best out of it. be more independent, get organized and manage my time well!! start earning my keep & hit e gym more often. lastly i wanna a new reddy camera pleaseee and my driving licence before i hit 21 yeah!

XOXO
with love ♥