she continues her story.

alright. i know im really late! so here's my mass update for e past week(:
yay! JUNE, my fave month is here! GSS is every girls's love yeah! lol.
sales is literally everywhere. definitely im tempted for some shopping~

SUNDAY
dragged myself up early in e morning!
had buffet breakfast before a $20 cab fare!! to East Coast Park.
for our ONE DAY JOB along with gwen, renee & qiu(:
job scope is to tend games stall of a company family day event.
give out prizes & get to play with many cute kiddos, i enjoyed it!
but it sure does left me dead beat at e end of e day!
i totally drenched in sweat e whole day, its was so freaking hot man:X
omg. gwen's fault that only e silly four of us wore jeans there! lol.
cabbed back together to hub, followed renee to find her stuffs.
anyway so happy my fave Koi shop had opened in amk(:
back home with extremely sore legs:/

SATURDAY
a Sentosa trip with mum & co.
had breakfast at amk Mac drive through.
first we checked in Amara Resort then to Tanjong Beach.
late lunch at Sakue, got a Billabong shorts(:
took e luge & skyride! back to resort for a swim.
a bubble bath & out for dinner at Silkroad restaurant.
(p.s pics will upload soon~)

FRIDAY
out with mum & co. to Marina Sq, lunch at Secret Recipe(:
their cakes is good! but their pasta doesnt taste great though:X
both aunties then went for their london slimming session.
while bro played ds & i went window-shopping alone.
omg! waited 3 hell hours for them! this will be e last!
afterwhich rushed to fetch uncle after his work &
back home for a rest. out again to Great World City.
if im not wrong, this is my first time stepping into this mall! lol.
dinner at foodcourt, shopping at Dorothy Perkins & home(:

THURSDAY
went shopping at Spore Expo with mum & co. John Lil Sale!
got a Fox top, Levis girl boxers, stock up on our shampoos & stuffs.
back to amk Jack's Place for dinner. my grilled fish is thumbs up!

got hit on my face for some silly reason, at first i took it well.
but unknowingly i breakdown, its been so long since i cried so badly.
so hard that i couldnt stop. nevertheless felt great to let it all out.
shall say thanks to auntie may for e comfort & those advice.
however nobody will ever understand e pain deep down inside me.
a phobia, a shadow that i couldnt get rid of over my whole life.
i might be numb to e physical pain but seriously hurt emotionally.
somehow hate myself for not being open of expressing my feelings & thoughts.
sometimes its isnt easy to be a strong person & keeping everything to herself.

TUESDAY
night, out to The Central mall with mum & co.
cause auntie may wanna buy her bikini but none i fancy.
dinner at Tung Lok Signatures(: their bejing duck is superb nice!
got a tee & a grey jacket from Club Marc. damn, its such a steal!

when mum mentioned she would do braces for bro rather than me.
speechless & shocked, cant help but to feel sour & unhappy about it.
she knew how badly i wanted & yet she still could blurt out infront of me!
giving a reason that he's still growing doesnt make sense at all.
that moment almost brought me to tears but i held it back. fcuk it!
im so addicted to this man!

MONDAY
early morning, went for a job interview.
it did went well but until now they haven get back to me.
evening, met up Joey for movie at town. Angels & Demons(:
a mystery and amazing movie with such a interesting plot!
indeed a exciting action packed flim that is worth watching.
just that initially was boring with too much of talking. rome history -.-